4th week of the trimester

Time pass so fast, the 4th week of the trimester has ended.

This week can say is a very busy week because I have about 4 to 5 assignment to do. That time then I know what be secondary school teacher say when study in a university, you are very free but you will be very busy when got assignment. That time when I heard that I not so believe but now I believed it. Assignment is not the same as homework in our secondary or primary school. When we are in secondary school, the homework question we can just finished it easily because all the answer is in the book but for assignment, you have to find the answer by yourselves by searching the internet, books, notes and others. When 1st time I do the assignment I feel very confused and hard because I haven't do this kind of homework before and don't know how to start. After finished some assignment then I start know how to do it.

This Friday morning, while I surfing the internet in school, I suddenly found out that Michael Jackson has passed away. I was shock when I see this and not believe. Then I straightly surf the news website then I know this news is true. I feel quite sad that time because we have lost one singer that is very good and famous. In the same week, I also know that one of my neighbour has passed away because of cancer. This make me feel that we must always value the people around us because future is unknown.

This week I don't know have to say is happy or sad. My emotion is very complex and I cannot say what kind of feeling is it. I hope the future will be better.

P/S: I will upload some photo of this week experiment in the next post.

mood quite down

Today I can just say my mood is quite down. I've choose the 2nd choice for today which is spend today with sadness.

These few day I quite easy to get dizzy. I am very scare, today when I wake up from my bed and start to walk to the bathroom. Suddenly I can't see anything, it's totally dark, I feel like I nearly faint. After few second then only become normal again. I know that my body is getting weaker. This March when I go for blood checking, I being told by the doctor that I have anaemia. I did not feel shock because when I know I easily get dizzy, I know that I have a very high chance that I have anaemia. When I see the people playing football, basketball and etc. I also like to join them but my body condition and my skill in that sport is poor. Luckily my anaemia is not serious. I can still cycle, play badminton and some sport. I've been laugh by people before, they say how can a man cannot play soccer or basketball. That time my heart is very pain but I still smile to them and say that I am weak. Maybe this is the reason that make me can't attract girls. Haha.

Beside that, I know many people see me for the 1st time, the first question they ask is are you really XXyears old? why are you so thin. I have listen to this question many times already. I also want myself not to be so thin, I can say I eat a lot but it just doesn't work. So it's very hard to protect anyone. I also think some girl will feel I can't give them the feeling of safety if together with me. Now, I am still trying to accept this truth but sometimes I really want to cry. There are one zodiac prediction is very accurate, it say when I am very sad, I will just use smile to hide it inside my heart. That is true. Haha

Another things that make me feel very sad is today I heard from my friend that one of my secondary school classmate who currently studying in Australia. She had infected by H1N1. Now I very worry about her because we have been classmate for 3 years. Now I still don't know how is her condition because we have lost contact for few months. What I can do is hope she will recover soon.

Share some photos during experiment

I just transfer some photos during experiment from my handphone and now sharing with you all. Hope you like it. ^^



Observed the stomata from a celery at high power




observed the stomata from a celery at low power




Tools that we use during our cell structure I experiments.

Forgot what name is this appratus, sorry ><>

an electronic balance (two-decimal balance)

A micropippet

A Light Microscope

Time pass too fast

Time really passed to fast.
Now I've already in the fourth week of university life.
It's already one month since the orientation week.
I wonder time passed so fast is good or bad.

Now I have already three assignment for me to do it. It is quite stress.

1st assignment is pengajian malaysia, 2nd assignment is writing an Inter-office memo, 3rd assignment is cell biology presentation.

I am quite afraid and nervous about the cell biology presentation because I don't have experience in presentation and easy nervous.

The presentation is held on next week and until now I and my group members haven't meeting yet, I'm afraid the time is not enough for us to prepare. The worst is now our group still don't have a group leader and it make the situation worst, I now planned to make my own slide in case of waiting them to held a meeting, will I be bad if I do like this? Maybe some people will say I am not coorperate with them. Haiz

I hope everythings will be fine and will run as smooth as possible.

3rd week of the trimester part 3

This friday I feel quite sorry to my groupmate. I now apologize to them, sorry.

This Friday atomic structure & periodicity lab lesson, today our experiment name is called titration, when the tutor say start to do, I don't know what step should I do because during my secondary school times, I only do titration once only. I feel very scare because others like expert in titration experiment already, the things I feel sorry is I have take wrong chemical solution and make the result is completely wrong. I have my my group experiment fail already, I am sorry about that, I should not do the experiment by my own without heard what my groupmate said.

I will promise that start from next experiment, I will heard what my groupmate say and wonld not do it by my own only.