Time pass so fast, the 4th week of the trimester has ended.
This week can say is a very busy week because I have about 4 to 5 assignment to do. That time then I know what be secondary school teacher say when study in a university, you are very free but you will be very busy when got assignment. That time when I heard that I not so believe but now I believed it. Assignment is not the same as homework in our secondary or primary school. When we are in secondary school, the homework question we can just finished it easily because all the answer is in the book but for assignment, you have to find the answer by yourselves by searching the internet, books, notes and others. When 1st time I do the assignment I feel very confused and hard because I haven't do this kind of homework before and don't know how to start. After finished some assignment then I start know how to do it.
This Friday morning, while I surfing the internet in school, I suddenly found out that Michael Jackson has passed away. I was shock when I see this and not believe. Then I straightly surf the news website then I know this news is true. I feel quite sad that time because we have lost one singer that is very good and famous. In the same week, I also know that one of my neighbour has passed away because of cancer. This make me feel that we must always value the people around us because future is unknown.
This week I don't know have to say is happy or sad. My emotion is very complex and I cannot say what kind of feeling is it. I hope the future will be better.
P/S: I will upload some photo of this week experiment in the next post.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
mood quite down
Today I can just say my mood is quite down. I've choose the 2nd choice for today which is spend today with sadness.
These few day I quite easy to get dizzy. I am very scare, today when I wake up from my bed and start to walk to the bathroom. Suddenly I can't see anything, it's totally dark, I feel like I nearly faint. After few second then only become normal again. I know that my body is getting weaker. This March when I go for blood checking, I being told by the doctor that I have anaemia. I did not feel shock because when I know I easily get dizzy, I know that I have a very high chance that I have anaemia. When I see the people playing football, basketball and etc. I also like to join them but my body condition and my skill in that sport is poor. Luckily my anaemia is not serious. I can still cycle, play badminton and some sport. I've been laugh by people before, they say how can a man cannot play soccer or basketball. That time my heart is very pain but I still smile to them and say that I am weak. Maybe this is the reason that make me can't attract girls. Haha.
Beside that, I know many people see me for the 1st time, the first question they ask is are you really XXyears old? why are you so thin. I have listen to this question many times already. I also want myself not to be so thin, I can say I eat a lot but it just doesn't work. So it's very hard to protect anyone. I also think some girl will feel I can't give them the feeling of safety if together with me. Now, I am still trying to accept this truth but sometimes I really want to cry. There are one zodiac prediction is very accurate, it say when I am very sad, I will just use smile to hide it inside my heart. That is true. Haha
Another things that make me feel very sad is today I heard from my friend that one of my secondary school classmate who currently studying in Australia. She had infected by H1N1. Now I very worry about her because we have been classmate for 3 years. Now I still don't know how is her condition because we have lost contact for few months. What I can do is hope she will recover soon.
These few day I quite easy to get dizzy. I am very scare, today when I wake up from my bed and start to walk to the bathroom. Suddenly I can't see anything, it's totally dark, I feel like I nearly faint. After few second then only become normal again. I know that my body is getting weaker. This March when I go for blood checking, I being told by the doctor that I have anaemia. I did not feel shock because when I know I easily get dizzy, I know that I have a very high chance that I have anaemia. When I see the people playing football, basketball and etc. I also like to join them but my body condition and my skill in that sport is poor. Luckily my anaemia is not serious. I can still cycle, play badminton and some sport. I've been laugh by people before, they say how can a man cannot play soccer or basketball. That time my heart is very pain but I still smile to them and say that I am weak. Maybe this is the reason that make me can't attract girls. Haha.
Beside that, I know many people see me for the 1st time, the first question they ask is are you really XXyears old? why are you so thin. I have listen to this question many times already. I also want myself not to be so thin, I can say I eat a lot but it just doesn't work. So it's very hard to protect anyone. I also think some girl will feel I can't give them the feeling of safety if together with me. Now, I am still trying to accept this truth but sometimes I really want to cry. There are one zodiac prediction is very accurate, it say when I am very sad, I will just use smile to hide it inside my heart. That is true. Haha
Another things that make me feel very sad is today I heard from my friend that one of my secondary school classmate who currently studying in Australia. She had infected by H1N1. Now I very worry about her because we have been classmate for 3 years. Now I still don't know how is her condition because we have lost contact for few months. What I can do is hope she will recover soon.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Share some photos during experiment
I just transfer some photos during experiment from my handphone and now sharing with you all. Hope you like it. ^^
Observed the stomata from a celery at high power
observed the stomata from a celery at low power
Tools that we use during our cell structure I experiments.
Observed the stomata from a celery at high power
observed the stomata from a celery at low power
Tools that we use during our cell structure I experiments.
Time pass too fast
Time really passed to fast.
Now I've already in the fourth week of university life.
It's already one month since the orientation week.
I wonder time passed so fast is good or bad.
Now I have already three assignment for me to do it. It is quite stress.
1st assignment is pengajian malaysia, 2nd assignment is writing an Inter-office memo, 3rd assignment is cell biology presentation.
I am quite afraid and nervous about the cell biology presentation because I don't have experience in presentation and easy nervous.
The presentation is held on next week and until now I and my group members haven't meeting yet, I'm afraid the time is not enough for us to prepare. The worst is now our group still don't have a group leader and it make the situation worst, I now planned to make my own slide in case of waiting them to held a meeting, will I be bad if I do like this? Maybe some people will say I am not coorperate with them. Haiz
I hope everythings will be fine and will run as smooth as possible.
Now I've already in the fourth week of university life.
It's already one month since the orientation week.
I wonder time passed so fast is good or bad.
Now I have already three assignment for me to do it. It is quite stress.
1st assignment is pengajian malaysia, 2nd assignment is writing an Inter-office memo, 3rd assignment is cell biology presentation.
I am quite afraid and nervous about the cell biology presentation because I don't have experience in presentation and easy nervous.
The presentation is held on next week and until now I and my group members haven't meeting yet, I'm afraid the time is not enough for us to prepare. The worst is now our group still don't have a group leader and it make the situation worst, I now planned to make my own slide in case of waiting them to held a meeting, will I be bad if I do like this? Maybe some people will say I am not coorperate with them. Haiz
I hope everythings will be fine and will run as smooth as possible.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
3rd week of the trimester part 3
This friday I feel quite sorry to my groupmate. I now apologize to them, sorry.
This Friday atomic structure & periodicity lab lesson, today our experiment name is called titration, when the tutor say start to do, I don't know what step should I do because during my secondary school times, I only do titration once only. I feel very scare because others like expert in titration experiment already, the things I feel sorry is I have take wrong chemical solution and make the result is completely wrong. I have my my group experiment fail already, I am sorry about that, I should not do the experiment by my own without heard what my groupmate said.
I will promise that start from next experiment, I will heard what my groupmate say and wonld not do it by my own only.
This Friday atomic structure & periodicity lab lesson, today our experiment name is called titration, when the tutor say start to do, I don't know what step should I do because during my secondary school times, I only do titration once only. I feel very scare because others like expert in titration experiment already, the things I feel sorry is I have take wrong chemical solution and make the result is completely wrong. I have my my group experiment fail already, I am sorry about that, I should not do the experiment by my own without heard what my groupmate said.
I will promise that start from next experiment, I will heard what my groupmate say and wonld not do it by my own only.
3rd week of the trimester part 2
This Thursday when I cycle to school around 10am and when I heading to block B to park my bicycle, suddenly one guard shout at me and force me to park at block d. I don't know why they want to do like that, before Thusday we still can park our bicycle at block b but now it only allow us to park one row at block b and after the row full we have to park our bicycle to the rocky area near block d, I don't know why they want to do like that but I really don't like the behaviour of that guard that shout to me, he can just tell me but not to shout at me like that. If that happen again I will write a letter to complain about that guard.
I also heard some of my friends say that the guard like to bully those freshmen like us and somoetimes the guard push some bicycle rudely and cause some damage to the bicycle. I hope the management can take action about it because if this continue happens, it will destroy the UTAR in others mind.
I also heard some of my friends say that the guard like to bully those freshmen like us and somoetimes the guard push some bicycle rudely and cause some damage to the bicycle. I hope the management can take action about it because if this continue happens, it will destroy the UTAR in others mind.
3rd week of the trimester part 1
This week I gt quite a lot of things to say it out.
1st is about sign for the attendance during lecture.
At first I don't know that how come 250+ students sign the attendance list so slow.
But this Monday I heard my biochemistry friend said that he saw a girl signing the attendance, but after the girl sign she did not pass the list to the next person but choose to keep it and keep looking at the attendance list, that time my friend told me that he is very angry and want to scold her already but he choose nt to do it. After 25minutes then the girl pass the attendance list to the person next to her. After I heard I am also very angry aboout the behaviour of the girl, how come got a person like that and let others wait like that, I don't know whether I can called the girl is a very selfish girl.
The same day, one of my friends who came to visit us during his NYP holiday, we told him about this incident, after he heard he shocked, he told us that in Singapore NYP, they don't need to sign, they just need to scan their student ID when they attend any class. After we heard, we feel that if UTAR can have that kind of facilities, then we no need to wait to sign the attendance list again, it is easier for us and also the staff, it also can prevent friends sign attendance for their absent friends. I really hope UTAR can have this facilities.
1st is about sign for the attendance during lecture.
At first I don't know that how come 250+ students sign the attendance list so slow.
But this Monday I heard my biochemistry friend said that he saw a girl signing the attendance, but after the girl sign she did not pass the list to the next person but choose to keep it and keep looking at the attendance list, that time my friend told me that he is very angry and want to scold her already but he choose nt to do it. After 25minutes then the girl pass the attendance list to the person next to her. After I heard I am also very angry aboout the behaviour of the girl, how come got a person like that and let others wait like that, I don't know whether I can called the girl is a very selfish girl.
The same day, one of my friends who came to visit us during his NYP holiday, we told him about this incident, after he heard he shocked, he told us that in Singapore NYP, they don't need to sign, they just need to scan their student ID when they attend any class. After we heard, we feel that if UTAR can have that kind of facilities, then we no need to wait to sign the attendance list again, it is easier for us and also the staff, it also can prevent friends sign attendance for their absent friends. I really hope UTAR can have this facilities.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
2nd week of the trimester
Time is passing quite fast. Today is the end of week 2 already.
But still gt many things not very know about it.
This Tuesday I gt a computer lab lesson, it is quite simple because the tutor is just teaching some basic about Microsft Word but I get confused about the homework she gives, the instruction in the homework is very weird.
Wednesday, I attend the subject I not really like, it is 'Pengajian Malaysia'. I am not very interested in history but it is a compulsory subject in my course. This subject also give me an assignment to do. This is the first time I do an assignment and after finish it I feel quite happy and feel I have complete a mission. Haha!
Friday is my lab1A lesson, it is practical lesson, our group's cell biology practical tutor is called Dr. Han. He is quite fierce and he like a disipline teacher and his expectation is quite high. Now I feel quite some pressure about this lesson. The next lab practical is about Chemistry, this time the tutor is a female and she is quite funny, the way she teach is nice and she likes to tell us joke.
the only problem is until now I still don't have a lab coat because it haven't arrive yet and the lab officer tell us that it will be avalaible on next monday and I hope I can buy it.
PS: to all my friend and girlfriend who study in secondary school, the school is going to reopen next week, wish you all can have a enjoyable secondary school life and be hardworking. ^^
But still gt many things not very know about it.
This Tuesday I gt a computer lab lesson, it is quite simple because the tutor is just teaching some basic about Microsft Word but I get confused about the homework she gives, the instruction in the homework is very weird.
Wednesday, I attend the subject I not really like, it is 'Pengajian Malaysia'. I am not very interested in history but it is a compulsory subject in my course. This subject also give me an assignment to do. This is the first time I do an assignment and after finish it I feel quite happy and feel I have complete a mission. Haha!
Friday is my lab1A lesson, it is practical lesson, our group's cell biology practical tutor is called Dr. Han. He is quite fierce and he like a disipline teacher and his expectation is quite high. Now I feel quite some pressure about this lesson. The next lab practical is about Chemistry, this time the tutor is a female and she is quite funny, the way she teach is nice and she likes to tell us joke.
the only problem is until now I still don't have a lab coat because it haven't arrive yet and the lab officer tell us that it will be avalaible on next monday and I hope I can buy it.
PS: to all my friend and girlfriend who study in secondary school, the school is going to reopen next week, wish you all can have a enjoyable secondary school life and be hardworking. ^^
Sunday, June 7, 2009
1st week of the trimester
It's passed the 1st week in university.
What I can say is I haven't can settle it down and I still very blur about the university and their management.
When 1st time I attend the lecture class I feel very nervous and feel very scare because I scare I can't understand what the lecturer is talking about but after I listen to what the lecturer say I can understand what's the lecturer say and I found out that the lecturer is very good and his teaching is interesting.
This Friday I have missed my 1st class of laboratory and the reason is I just know it gt lab last minute and it just make me very frustrated, how can it have a lab class suddenly and the timetable in intranet and the faculty one is different, so is which side wrong and have to be responsible? This is not only the insident that make me feel the management is quite bad, the same day, I have a class at 3pm and when I reach the university and I found out that the 3pm class is for group 1 only and I am group but the timetable in my intranet say that there will be a class at 3pm for my group. At that time I see another girl is also very confuse with the timetable, she say that she is very confuse and don't know want to follow which timetable.
I hope that this kind of insident won't happened again because it has cause many inconvenience to many students.
Tomorrow morning I will be going back to Kampar and will come back to Ipoh on Friday.
What I can say is I haven't can settle it down and I still very blur about the university and their management.
When 1st time I attend the lecture class I feel very nervous and feel very scare because I scare I can't understand what the lecturer is talking about but after I listen to what the lecturer say I can understand what's the lecturer say and I found out that the lecturer is very good and his teaching is interesting.
This Friday I have missed my 1st class of laboratory and the reason is I just know it gt lab last minute and it just make me very frustrated, how can it have a lab class suddenly and the timetable in intranet and the faculty one is different, so is which side wrong and have to be responsible? This is not only the insident that make me feel the management is quite bad, the same day, I have a class at 3pm and when I reach the university and I found out that the 3pm class is for group 1 only and I am group but the timetable in my intranet say that there will be a class at 3pm for my group. At that time I see another girl is also very confuse with the timetable, she say that she is very confuse and don't know want to follow which timetable.
I hope that this kind of insident won't happened again because it has cause many inconvenience to many students.
Tomorrow morning I will be going back to Kampar and will come back to Ipoh on Friday.
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