Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Short sem is going to end soon

Today is already week 6 of my short trimester. Which means this short trimester is going to end in one more week and that's the time we will have our study break.

Although this short trimester I will sit for 2 final only but this 2 subject is quite hard and difficult for me as I haven't face this subject before and be honest, I am not very interested for one of this 2 subject as well. I am not saying this subject is bad but I am not interested at it. However, I still have to force myself to study it and that's why I feel very stress in this trimester.

My final exam will start on 16 and 23 of December which means that after 23 of December I will take a break and I hope I can cerebrate Christmas's Eve and Christmas in Kampar with my friends because after I go back to hometown I think I cannot cerebrate This festival because my parent doesn't like to cerebrate it. So I hope can cerebrate in Kampar with all my fellow friends. Haha.

Yesterday while I have my breakfast with my friends, One of my friend start to discuss about love and we all are attracted to this topic. Carlos then start to act like a lecturer and give us lecture about love. Haha. I feel quite interested in it but I think I am not mature enough so some I can't fully understand. After that, we all want to go back already but Carlos and YY still discuss about that topic. So we all have to wait for them to finish. However, what Carlos say is very meaningful. He got the potential to become a lecturer. I remember one thing that he say I agree the most, he say that if you want to breaking up with your boy/girlfriend. Please do not say that "you can find a better one" as reason, for outsiders, they will feel this sentences is like consolation but for them, this sentences will hurt them much more deeper.

If now I told my girlfriend that from now on, I will only treat you very good, will only dote you. For everything I promise and every words I say I will fulfill it no matter how. I won't lie to you, won't scold you and must take care of you. When you being bully, I must protect you. When you are happy, I have to happy with you. When you are unhappy, I have to make you happy. In my heart, I will love you for the eternity.
Should I say it out or should I hold back first?

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Mid term exam is coming again

It's been a long period I have not update my blog. This is because I am quite busy and also a little bit lazy to update it. Haha.

The mid term for my year1 trimester2 will be held on Wednesday (11-11-09) and I will be sitting for 2 mid term exam on the same day and between the two mid term exam I have only 1 hour rest. It make me feel very stress because I have set my target quite high for this trimester. Another problem is this 2 subjects seem not related to the course I take and this is the first time I facing these 2 subjects. One is human resource and organization and another one is interpersonal communication. Right now I have already revise these 2 subjects but the problem is although I have revise it, I still feel that my brain is empty and after I memorize the things of another chapter I will forgot the things I memorize in the previous chapter. I wonder if this is normal or I am the only one will feel like this.

Other than the mid term. during these few weeks I can say that nearly everyday will rain in the afternoon or evening and will continue rain until mid night. I like rain because it can let me feel cooler but it also cause some problems to me. I doesn't like it rains during the time I want to go to school and the time I on the way back to hostel. There is one time where I go to school in the rain and make my clothes wet and I don't care about it and straightly go and attend the class. In the 1 hour stay in the lecture room with all the cold air blowing at me. I can say that it is very suffer and like being torturing by the air-cond.

I hope that I can do well in the mid term and I will believe myself that I can do it.
Best wishes to my friends who are going to sit for SPM and also other exam.
Best wishes to our EI lecturer Mr. Sebastian who is sitting for his viva.