Today is already week 6 of my short trimester. Which means this short trimester is going to end in one more week and that's the time we will have our study break.
Although this short trimester I will sit for 2 final only but this 2 subject is quite hard and difficult for me as I haven't face this subject before and be honest, I am not very interested for one of this 2 subject as well. I am not saying this subject is bad but I am not interested at it. However, I still have to force myself to study it and that's why I feel very stress in this trimester.
My final exam will start on 16 and 23 of December which means that after 23 of December I will take a break and I hope I can cerebrate Christmas's Eve and Christmas in Kampar with my friends because after I go back to hometown I think I cannot cerebrate This festival because my parent doesn't like to cerebrate it. So I hope can cerebrate in Kampar with all my fellow friends. Haha.
Yesterday while I have my breakfast with my friends, One of my friend start to discuss about love and we all are attracted to this topic. Carlos then start to act like a lecturer and give us lecture about love. Haha. I feel quite interested in it but I think I am not mature enough so some I can't fully understand. After that, we all want to go back already but Carlos and YY still discuss about that topic. So we all have to wait for them to finish. However, what Carlos say is very meaningful. He got the potential to become a lecturer. I remember one thing that he say I agree the most, he say that if you want to breaking up with your boy/girlfriend. Please do not say that "you can find a better one" as reason, for outsiders, they will feel this sentences is like consolation but for them, this sentences will hurt them much more deeper.
If now I told my girlfriend that from now on, I will only treat you very good, will only dote you. For everything I promise and every words I say I will fulfill it no matter how. I won't lie to you, won't scold you and must take care of you. When you being bully, I must protect you. When you are happy, I have to happy with you. When you are unhappy, I have to make you happy. In my heart, I will love you for the eternity.
Should I say it out or should I hold back first?
tell her only if you really mean it. no one knows what the future might bring. you may misunderstand if i were to say," who knows next time both of you might still be together or you guys might break up." but thats in the future and we memang wouldnt know what will happen. but cherish her while you have her. show her that you really care. sometimes words may sound really good. but it's useless if they are just left being words without actions taken. as a girl myself, i think you should tell her while you can.. but then if you really love her, i dont think there'll be reasons for you to break up and hurt her.. so.. good luck :)
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