Are girls that mysterious like what the Chinese say "women's heart are like the needle under the sea."?
What will you think if a girl suddenly make you feel that she is unhappy and when you ask her what happen and she just say don't know? As for me, I will feel nervous and worry about it. I want to make her become happy again just like before but I really don't know where can I start to find out what is the source of the problem. Although I have already try hard but what I can feel is I can't even make her laugh and even I feel that I make the situation worst. I really want to help her but now I feel helpless. I don't know where the problem come from, what cause the problem. In the end, I and her are in the cold war now, I want to help her but what I get is just negative message that refuse me to help her. This is the longest cold war between I and her ever been. Haiz
I really hope that she can tell me what is actually happen and can become happy again. Wish you can enjoy your university life in KL.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Christmas @ 2009
This year Christmas is just like normal days.
I still like a bird in a cage. Do not have the freedom to go anywhere I like. The only right I have is can sit in front of laptop for the whole day. Today (25 Dec 2009) I stay at home for whole day and this is the method I celebrate Christmas in year 2009 although I do not desire this kind of celebration. I have no choice at all, at home although I feel warm just like other people say home sweet home but the price is to sacrifice your freedom. At home, whenever I want to go also need permission from my parents, then only I can go. Wherever the place I want to go, my parents will say that it is too dangerous if I drive, but in front of other people, they will just say that I don't dare to drive even though I already have my driving license.
In this Christmas I also realize something about myself. I know the reason that make me have low self-esteem is because I am over protected and also keep getting negative message. I can say that until now that I am 19 years old. I haven't ride roller coaster before, not even once because of my parents. They will just deny my request. However, I can now starting to regain my self-esteem when I living with my house mate when studying university. It can force me to face my problem and overcome it. I really want to become person with high self esteem. I really work hard on it to make it become true.
Although I can't enjoy my Christmas but I wish all my friends MERRY CHRISTMAS.
I still like a bird in a cage. Do not have the freedom to go anywhere I like. The only right I have is can sit in front of laptop for the whole day. Today (25 Dec 2009) I stay at home for whole day and this is the method I celebrate Christmas in year 2009 although I do not desire this kind of celebration. I have no choice at all, at home although I feel warm just like other people say home sweet home but the price is to sacrifice your freedom. At home, whenever I want to go also need permission from my parents, then only I can go. Wherever the place I want to go, my parents will say that it is too dangerous if I drive, but in front of other people, they will just say that I don't dare to drive even though I already have my driving license.
In this Christmas I also realize something about myself. I know the reason that make me have low self-esteem is because I am over protected and also keep getting negative message. I can say that until now that I am 19 years old. I haven't ride roller coaster before, not even once because of my parents. They will just deny my request. However, I can now starting to regain my self-esteem when I living with my house mate when studying university. It can force me to face my problem and overcome it. I really want to become person with high self esteem. I really work hard on it to make it become true.
Although I can't enjoy my Christmas but I wish all my friends MERRY CHRISTMAS.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Last week of Year 1 Trimester 2
Time passed just like the water flow.
The difference that we sense is when we are happy, the time passing just like the water from the upper stream, it flowing is faster than what we are expect. That's why many people say that when we are happy, the time passed so fast. However, when we are unhappy, sad, suffering, the time passing just like the water in the lower reaches. It flow tremendously slow. But that's just what we think because actually the rate of time passing is the same all the time. What make us feel is just our emotions and mood.
Today is the last class I attend for Organization and Human Resources and Interpersonal Communication. When after the lecturer say that she has covered all the syllabus, I started to feel that my heart become much more heavier than usual. Both of the lecturers I can say is good and during their lecture class, they can make the subject become interesting by telling jokes and personal experiences that relevant to the topic. This is also the first time that we all taught by the lecturer from other faculty with the subjects that are not relevant to science but will become very useful when we are working. What I can do now is to try my best in the final to prove that their teaching method is effective. Ms Shanti and Ms Eng, thank you very much and wish you all your best in getting ur Phd.
Beside these two subject, the lecturer for the other 2 subjects also accomplished their teaching plan. There are Emotional Intelligence in the Workplace and Sun Zi's Art of War and Business Strategy. These two subjects I can say I learnt many things and these two subjects we can't find it in other places. Mr. Sebastian, you are such an optimist that can cheer us up in the morning and your teaching is not stress at all. In your class, this is the first time in my presentation I feel not stress at all and very enjoy in it. Thank you and wish you all your best in getting your PhD. Dr Wong, what I can say is that you are such a comedian because you can just make us laugh suddenly. Haha. However, thanks for your teaching us how to survive in a business world.
Next week is my study leave and follow by the week is my final exam. On 23rd December, after I finished my last paper for year 1 trimester 2. That's the end of the second trimester. Although is the end of the second trimester but it is the starting of the third trimester which means that time is my year 1 trimester 3.
Although this trimester is just 7 weeks but I feel that I learn lots of things during these 7 weeks. Haha. Wish all my friends can try their best in the final exam. Cheer up and don't give up.
The difference that we sense is when we are happy, the time passing just like the water from the upper stream, it flowing is faster than what we are expect. That's why many people say that when we are happy, the time passed so fast. However, when we are unhappy, sad, suffering, the time passing just like the water in the lower reaches. It flow tremendously slow. But that's just what we think because actually the rate of time passing is the same all the time. What make us feel is just our emotions and mood.
Today is the last class I attend for Organization and Human Resources and Interpersonal Communication. When after the lecturer say that she has covered all the syllabus, I started to feel that my heart become much more heavier than usual. Both of the lecturers I can say is good and during their lecture class, they can make the subject become interesting by telling jokes and personal experiences that relevant to the topic. This is also the first time that we all taught by the lecturer from other faculty with the subjects that are not relevant to science but will become very useful when we are working. What I can do now is to try my best in the final to prove that their teaching method is effective. Ms Shanti and Ms Eng, thank you very much and wish you all your best in getting ur Phd.
Beside these two subject, the lecturer for the other 2 subjects also accomplished their teaching plan. There are Emotional Intelligence in the Workplace and Sun Zi's Art of War and Business Strategy. These two subjects I can say I learnt many things and these two subjects we can't find it in other places. Mr. Sebastian, you are such an optimist that can cheer us up in the morning and your teaching is not stress at all. In your class, this is the first time in my presentation I feel not stress at all and very enjoy in it. Thank you and wish you all your best in getting your PhD. Dr Wong, what I can say is that you are such a comedian because you can just make us laugh suddenly. Haha. However, thanks for your teaching us how to survive in a business world.
Next week is my study leave and follow by the week is my final exam. On 23rd December, after I finished my last paper for year 1 trimester 2. That's the end of the second trimester. Although is the end of the second trimester but it is the starting of the third trimester which means that time is my year 1 trimester 3.
Although this trimester is just 7 weeks but I feel that I learn lots of things during these 7 weeks. Haha. Wish all my friends can try their best in the final exam. Cheer up and don't give up.
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