Saturday, December 31, 2011

The last day of 2011

31/12/2011, means today is the last day for year 2011 and it will be in history after 12am later. So, now let me try to express my feeling that I feel for this year. XD

To Toh Jia Chee, this is the first time I write you full name in my blog instead of calling you Jayshee or dear. Hahaha. Its my pleasure to have you as my girlfriends. You make me believe  that long distance relationship can last long as long as each of us trust each other and understand each other. I know many people think that long distance relationship is fragile but we believe that it last long. ^^ Besides that, you have train me become more brave, have my own opinion. You are the first girl that I willing to travel to find you alone. Hahaha. I apologize that I can't find you so often and I know its hard time for you because you need to face the problem alone when I am not beside you. I am glad that you able to go through this hard time and I promise I will help and support you whenever you need it. Love you. ^^

To all my friends, thanks for accompany me all the time and tolerate to the mistake and problem I give to you all. I apologize for the things that I've done that make you all unhappy. For some of my friends, I know you all more during FYP and you all are so friend to each other until willing to accompany each other during extension of FYP. You all have show me what is called "friends". I am so glad to meet you all.

To Yin Huan, Kai Wen, Kit Yin, HL, Saw Yi. You all are so special to me and let me have a feeling that you are closer than my close friends. Hahaha. I also did not expect that I can mix so well with you girls since just me and kin tat joining your gang and we all still can be so friendly and close to each other. So, I think you all are the gift that I received from god and I appreciate it so much. Thanks for provide support to me whenever I feel down and unhappy. Whilst we can play, travel and do crazy things together so happy until no hold back. Besides that, you all also teach me the things that I can never learn without you and make me understand what a girl mind better. However, sometimes when I face a problem, I will think twice before telling you all because I am afraid you all will feel that I am annoying. Anyway, I hope our bond will not break and support each other when either 1 of us need it. BFF

So now, let's us count down for the arrival of the dawn of year 2012 and everything waiting for all of us will be good and all the unhappy thing will become past. *Peace*

Friday, December 23, 2011

Tired

Although is just finish my final exam but still have FYP waiting for me to accomplish it. T_T

These few days I really feel tired because at the time doing FYP, need to type my thesis also, which make me totally exhausted. Luckily still have some nice programme with my friends. Hahaha. Next week going to do one extra sub project which I feel quite curious about it but also feel quite afraid of it because the success rate is not very high. ( My supervisor tell me that ). Really hope things won't mess up. LOL.

Today I just feel like want to be alone and prefer silence. Just want to lay on my bed and listen to some relaxing soft music. Perhaps tomorrow my mood will be better.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

December

Well, its December again, the last month for every year. Perhaps got a lot of people is planning for vacation as well as preparing for Christmas. For me, is the rush hour for my FYP, final and also review of the year.

However, this time I change my way to arrange my time. By avoiding giving too much pressure to myself like previous semester where I almost unable to control my emotion. Dear, thank you, after go KL and visit you, you give me a very strong message that I need to take care of myself so that I able to take care of you in the future. I also know that during previous semester you worry I unable to take care of my health due to extremely high pressure I put on to myself. I apologize for that. For the FYP, I know you worry that I might not have enough time to write my thesis and keep on asking me. I can feel your care and I will make the time to finish my thesis. Once again, thanks a lot for giving me mentally support and your caring is so warm to me. I  promise that I will try my very best for my final as well as my FYP. Same to you. ^^

For my friends, let's try our best in the final and give our best for our FYP. Gambateh! Hwating! ^.^