It's been a long day for me as what happened in workplace between me and my colleague keep on repeat and repeat in my mind. However, I am totally relieved after today several hours of chats, both of us has opened and expressed all our feeling to each others that lies deep inside our heart. Our barrier that barred us from each others has finally break, no more blind guess and no more misunderstanding.
First, I would like to say thank you to you as you still believe me when there's been lot of accusation on me by saying that I spreading negative news in workplace and etc. I admit I will become aggressive when facing unfair matter or I can consider as opposition party in the company. However, I am sorry to say that I don't think I doing it wrong as what I said is a fact indeed. But now since you already become my superior, I will try my best to control my aggressiveness. I act like this not because I afraid any action from management but is just because I do not want to put you in trouble again. I treasure you as my buddy/close friend instead of just mere colleague.
Since beginning of the year, what I can said is that our misunderstanding to each other has become deeper and deeper till the day we talk. Partly of it is my fault as I believed easily from what I heard from others but not from your own mouth. Here, I would like to make a sincere apologize to you. Part of it is because of we are in head of different department and our department cannot have any conflict of interest or else other department will start to have misunderstand to both of our department. Thus, I hope you can understand why after we separate into different department, I tried to not to stay that close to you like before.
I have been working for some times and I can say this is the first time we opened our heart and spill all the words that kept inside to each other. What I unexpected is that the emotional impact that happened to both of us can be so big till both of us having emotional breakdown in front of each other. The good things is that this shows we played quite important role to each other other that colleague.
Last but not least, I now can tell you that you have gain my trust on you as you the first person in workplace that willing to share your feeling to me. Although we may not able to work in the same organization forever, but I hope we can be close friend forever.
