Disappointment

This week I am totally feel disappointed with what the decision of the company I working for made.
I received a warning letter with a ridiculous reason: I talked too loud. When I read the content of the letter, I was like want to laugh. The whole incident begin like this:
31st October -  I was having a normal discussion as usual with colleague. Suddenly, the sister of boss is like a mad woman shouted to us with very impolite tone. We don't even bother, then she come back again and this time scolded with finger pointed here and there then directly complain to her brother.

1st November - The boss asked me to see him in his office, then I received the warning letter. I can see that he is very afraid I will scold him or what. Keep on saying this is nothing serious, there is no right and wrong. But he need to follow the company SOP. I defend myself but he keep giving me reason that does not make sense. Then, I just giving up and just sign the letter and left a phrase: I am very disappointed with this company.

Now I can understand what a company will like if relatives are holding the managerial level position. There is nothing we can do as employee. From now on, I will just take everything of what you say, nag or what. I will never put any more expectation on the company. Whenever my contract expired or got company that willing to buy over me, I will just leave without any heavy feeling. However, what makes me feel better is that luckily I still have some very good manager and collea

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最近真的累了，很多事情因为担心达不到自己的要求而放弃，心情就是如此反反复复，不知不觉感觉到心累了。

明明很想你来，可是却怕你会闷坏，所以迟迟无法给你答复。可能我是性格孤僻的人吧，喜欢待在家的感觉，也可能是因为工作了一整天回来，已经没有精力再出去了，享受在家的感觉。或许会说我这个人不浪漫，的确，我是一个不浪漫的人，虽然很努力的去改，可是就是改不到。很多女生喜欢惊喜，可是我却很难给到，也许是自我要求太高了吧。

就要迎接新的开始，希望可以顺顺利利。