Pressure is an invisible toucherer

Pressure can really make someone very suffer. I have been a victim of it few days before. It is a very scary experience for me.

This Tuesday, after I know there are many test in week 11 and lot of assignment during that week. I can feel the great pressure is pressing me. That day after I came back from school, I can feel I am very tired and like no more energy left. I also feel very dizzy when I reach my room. Before that I don't have this kind of feeling.

After I have my dinner and start revising, I don't know why every things I read I can't remember well. In my mind just have fear and feel no confident to myself. My temper also became very bad. That time I really want to cry because I don't know how to handle about it. When I sleep, I can say I cannot sleep very well. I woke up at 5 am and then I can't sleep anymore although I still very tired and sleepy. i have no choice but have to wake up and take bath. After that, I sit in front of my laptop and day dreaming for about 2 hours.

Suddenly, I see the light emerged from the sky and I can say it is very beautiful. The light is like bringing hope to everybody. I realized that I came to university is not just study but also have to enjoy it. Then I decided I won't push myself so hard until I nearly collapse.

Wednesday night, I decide not to revise so hard but just revise for an hour without force myself to memorize. I can feel I did not feel anymore pressure and very enjoy that kind of feeling. I hope my friends also won't push themselves so hard.

Week 8 of the trimester

It's week 8 of the trimester already. Time really wait for no one.

It really pass so fast.

However, I can say that I gain many new knowledge in here.

This week can consider as a quite free week because there are no presentation and only 1 assignment to pass up. But the cell biology have the second assignment for us. It is to summarize a reasearch article. It is quite hard for me because after I see the research article that our group choose. I am not understand what it is talking about. This make me feel very worry although this assignment has to be pass up at 1st of September. I also don't know who should I ask about the second assignment and about the research article that we choose.

There are another assignment which is from basic professional writing. It is an interoffice proposal. It is a group assignment so I am not so scare. This is my first time facing proposal and don't know how to write it but I will try to face it and write it.

This Wednesday during Pengajian Malaysia class, there are one group of peoples presenting and they are my groupmates. I am impressed for their presentation. the lecturer also say that their presentation is the best for now. This is the first time I see a presentation which is not only talk but also have singing and somethings like talk show. I also hope our group can like they but it seem quite hard for us. But we will try ours best.

This Friday when I wake up. I heard a storm outside and the sound of heavy rain outside at around 6:30am. At first I assume it will stop raining about 7 or 7:30am but it still raining around 8:30am. I have a lab practical class at 9am. I straightly wear a raincoat and then straightly cycle to school. I am shock because I don't even know that I will do that because before I enter a university, I will surely absent class if raining. After that I tell someone about this and they all say I have grow up. I am very happy to heard that because when I am still a secondary school student, many of my friend say that I am childish and not mature enough. But when heard they say I have grow up. I am very happy.

There is one thing I feel not so happy is some of my friends like to delay and only will start doing assignment or other things at last minutes. Sometimes I tell them about it, they just say that I am too nervous. Am I really too nervous? I don't know who is correct.

Week 6 and week 7 of the trimester

These two weeks can say is a very busy weeks because there are lot of assignment and mid-term test in these two weeks. This is the first time I feel so much pressure than all the exam I have taken before.

Although I have study quite lot but when I sitting for the exam, I still have some questions not sure whether the answer is correct or not. The other things is everytime after I finish revise, I will feel my brain is like empty. Someone tell me that because I am lack of confident. I think it is true because I admit that I am lack of confident on many things. Anyway, I will try my best.

This Saturday (18 July 2009) is my lab practical exam. This is the first time I sit for this kind of exam. The exam is like this. There are 28 stations set up in the lab and everyone of us have to move from one station to one station after every 90 seconds. Each station has it's own question that you have to answer within that time. It is quite pressure but I enjoy it because it can train us to be fast and accurately. It is totally different from other exam that we sit down and answer the quesions. The another things is I am very admire my cell biology tutor - Dr Han. He is a very experience tutor. Although he is very strict and have a very high expectation for us. But what he say is very meaningful. But unluckily after this week, our cell biology laloratory will be taken over by another tutor. I hope that tutor will also very good.

Monday (20 July 2009) I am going to sit for my computer system and application mid term exam and I will try my best to get a high marks. I won't let myself and won't dissppoint the people that support me so far.

Thanks

Accident

Saturday (11 July 2009), while I am driving along a road. I see a motorcyclist with his son riding on motorcycle. The man wearing helmet but his son I think is about 2 years old does not wear any helmet or any protection. Sommore he put his son on the motorcycle basket. I see this I am quite angry with that man and feel worry about that children.

When I reach a junction, I heard a quite loud bang. I quickly see what had happened, I see the motor which has a man and a children knock by a car. The man does not injury because he wear a helmet but the children drop to the stone at the road side and cause his head bleeding and crying very loudly. Luckily someone quickly take the children to the hospital and others is scolding the man badly. I feel very angry about that man because how can he does not care the safety about his son and only care about his own safety. This is an irresponsible action.

5th week of trimesters

Sorry for late update of my blog because I am quite busy last week.

Wow, it's the fifth week of this long trimester already.
What can I say is I feel the time is passing so fast.
It's been one month and a week in university already. Although it is fast but I learn many new things and gain quite lot of knowledge in here.

The fifth week can consider as busy week because I have done many assignment in this week. After I finish and I look through them, I feel very happy because I manage to done it quite well. I am quite enjoy the feeling when doing an assignment. At the beginning I feel very confused because I don't know how to start it but after I done the beginning, I start enjoy it because the idea keep flush into my brain. Haha

The fifth week I also have my cell biology presentation which I had describe in my last post. So here I don't talk about it too much. ^^

That's all for the fifth week. Now have to do the lab report already. Haha

Photos from lab practical 2

Chemistry lab practical - heating Na2HCO3. cool ya

Potato cells (cross sectioning)

Pine needle

Yeast (100x objective lens)

Yeast (still alive)

Stomata observed from celery cells (100x objective lens)

Stomata observed from celery cells

Carrot cell (cross sectioning) (low power microscope)

I think is celery or onion cell that stained (low power microscope)

Elodea under microscope of 40x objective lens

I am holding a Rheo Discolour

a full glass of Elodea

That's all for today. Thank you ^^

1st presentation

Yesterday (1st July 2009) is our group cell biology presentation.
I admit that we did not put too much concentration and preparation for it. ><
But at least we got make some research about it. Haha

When we start presentation I can say our order is totally messed because we don't know our presentation order and I suddenly being told to present one more organell slide. I am shock but I have to present it too. Luckily I manage to present it and make some joke with the classmate.

I can say that time I am quite nervous but when I start present I not feel any nervous but quite enjoy it because I see many classmate pay attention to our presentation. I am quite happy about it.

when our tutor say everyone except our group member have to give marks to us. I am quite scare because I scare will get low marks. When we ask the tutor give how many marks to us and he show us the marking paper, we calculate it and we got 81!!! I am very happy because it is a high mark. The tutor also say our presentation is very goood. I am very happy when I hear that. ^^