Pressure can really make someone very suffer. I have been a victim of it few days before. It is a very scary experience for me.
This Tuesday, after I know there are many test in week 11 and lot of assignment during that week. I can feel the great pressure is pressing me. That day after I came back from school, I can feel I am very tired and like no more energy left. I also feel very dizzy when I reach my room. Before that I don't have this kind of feeling.
After I have my dinner and start revising, I don't know why every things I read I can't remember well. In my mind just have fear and feel no confident to myself. My temper also became very bad. That time I really want to cry because I don't know how to handle about it. When I sleep, I can say I cannot sleep very well. I woke up at 5 am and then I can't sleep anymore although I still very tired and sleepy. i have no choice but have to wake up and take bath. After that, I sit in front of my laptop and day dreaming for about 2 hours.
Suddenly, I see the light emerged from the sky and I can say it is very beautiful. The light is like bringing hope to everybody. I realized that I came to university is not just study but also have to enjoy it. Then I decided I won't push myself so hard until I nearly collapse.
Wednesday night, I decide not to revise so hard but just revise for an hour without force myself to memorize. I can feel I did not feel anymore pressure and very enjoy that kind of feeling. I hope my friends also won't push themselves so hard.
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