If I can be a cloud

It is week 13 of my year 1 trimester 1. In this 13 weeks I not only gain a lot of knowledge but also realise one thing that usually being ommited by others. It is the clouds in Kampar.

Sometimes I will go to school very early and sit in the library or canteen just want to enjoy watching the changes of the clouds. When I not happy or just feel like no mood at all I will also watch the cloud. It is very hard for me to tell other that by watching the clouds, your heart will slowly calm down just like a lake. I have this kind of eeling each time I watch the clouds.

At first I also feel that cloud is just a cloud. After sometimes, I just feel that clouds are not as easy that I think. It has different kind of cloud which just like the emotion of human. One thing different is cloud will express its "emotion" whenever you like or not. It would not hide its "emotion" like human. Sometimes I just think that will the relationship among humans can be better if we can express our feeling instead of hiding it inside our heart.

I am very disagree that a person like to hide his/her feeling inside his/her heart and just keep smiling at you like a person wearing a mask with smiling face. It is very scary because we don't know the word we say will hurt him/her or not. I like my friends saying out their feeling even it will cause me unhappy instead of just hiding it inside. However, I like people smiling but the smile must be from the heart instead of force yourself to smile. I know that sometimes we don't want to share our feeling with other is because we scare we will being hurt deeper.

Beside that, I am very admire one of my classmate. His groupmates which doesn't coorperate with him and just keep on delay their work. At first I thought he will complain it to the lecturer but he didn't do like that. The action he takes make me shock because he completes the whole group assignment by himself. When I ask him why he want to do like that and his answer impress me. He say that it is not worth that getting a good result by sacrifying friendships. This sentences is really meaningful.

Taken at my campus cafeteria

Cloud's crying