2 years since joining world community grid

It's been 2 years since I first join world community grid. Its a cloud computation by donating your free processor time to do analysis for projects that are good for environment and also human being. Now, there are currently 8 projects active, they are: Computing for Clean Water ,  The Clean Energy Project - Phase 2 , Help Cure Muscular Dystrophy - Phase 2 , Help Fight Childhood Cancer , Help Conquer Cancer , Human Proteome Folding - Phase 2 , and FightAIDS@Home. 


At first when I joining this is because I saw some article about it. At the beginning I also think that its waste of my time but after one month of doing it, I found out that there is a new drug that is effective in curing cancer and AIDS, inside that news article, they mention that most contributors are from members of world community grid. Last year, the major new disease is Influenza virus, luckily got this kind of computation programme, the vaccine can be done so fast, if not, it may takes more than 1 years in order to produce the vaccine. At that time, I think that I am doing the right thing and won't think that it is waste of my time.

Until now, I have conduct quite a number of analysis of those project. Below is my statistics showing me how much work I have help them.

However, I find out that most of my friends doesn't want to do so when I tell them about this. Anyway, I hope there will be more people can contribute into this programme.

For more information, you can go to its website: World Community Grid

The day after 1st stage of ISO audit

Yesterday I saw most of my colleagues are rushing around in finding files, documents, records, and etc except 5 of us. We are just sat there and got nothing to do at all. At first, I thought hope can sat inside the conference room with them but till today morning, I felt lucky that I did not go with them because there are so many NCR given out from the auditor. That means in the next couple of weeks, we got lot of things to do. Me, Kent, Yong Heng, Kit Yin, Shi Yiing has to be prepared.

Today my supervisor was taking MC for today and tomorrow, that means there is nothing for us to do. So, we have to do our routine scheduled work, on fb, msn, and etc. At the beginning is quite enjoying but after some times, I feel that even fb also nothing for me to play and start to find anythings to do. Haiz. After lunch, we start to invite all staff of the company to go for steamboat on 18 December 2010. At that time, we finally find out that Yong Heng is qualified to become a coordinator, seem like I have to find one day and promote him to elina. Haha, no wonder kf also like him so much ler.

Now only left 3 colleagues who has highest decision in the company. Kit Yin, if all of them are going then we sure have to reserved it first lor. I also feel that people who are working are quite different from those who are still studying in the way they interacting with people.

Tomorrow (Saturday) I wonder what can I do within that 4 hours, I think should be routine work ba, hahaha. ^^

Its already 7 weeks since I start my internship at this company. The time passes really fast.

Exhausted

This 2 weeks really make me exhausted and like doing a lot of exercise. From clearing the store room till moving stock up to 2nd floor countless time. Now I can say that my body is suffering from muscle pain, but luckily now I feel better already and feel like strength is gaining, hahaha.

Besides that, it is happy to work together with all my friend and my colleagues. It seems that although they are manager but they are willing to moved stock with us instead of just stand there and look. Today I wonder how are the 2 auditors looks like since one of our LL say that one of them is like 'lou gu po' haha. XD

See, our LL is learning how to use hand truck, haha

Taking small break.

Breaking the rules ( look at the sign board)

Next time will post more and more photo blog. Haha, lazy already

3rd week of internship

Time past so fast, now is already the end of 3rd week of our intern. 9 weeks left. Haha. Because of lazy to download picture during intern from facebook, therefore this entry will only in words. XD

This week me, Kent, and Shi Yiing will take care of the store, in other words, we are the store supervisor and is highly efficiency. Our pity Ms Anita has to think and think and think what to let us do. As time goes on, we start to keep our pace with staff and can do the job in a relax way.

Kit Yin and Yong Heng will go disturb the running of production as they are going in, hahaha. Just joking. Their task is to collect personal information of the staff in our company. Also thanks to their hard work, causes us can communicate well with staff of the factory and working in there is relax. Haha.

This Monday, we all so free until wait at the punch card area for 12.30pm to come, and when the time come, I suddenly hear the alarm siren followed by Kit Yin high pitch screaming. Haha, because it is the first time we heard this kind of siren and we though we activated the siren. Haha

One day in this week, after lunch, 5 of us go into QC room and start chatting about ghost story, actually Utar and westlake can consider full of ghost. Don't know is coincident or accident, at 3 something on the same day, blackout is happened in our factory twice. You guess what happened. As me, Kent, and Shi Yiing is surfing the net, suddenly our supervisor rush in and say the clock in punch card machine is rotating non stop and stop at 12:00 full of fear, haha. Then we go and see and find out it is the clock resetting itself only. Phew.

Thats all first, next week will continue. Haha

Forbidden love

Actually my heart is very heavy when want to post this blog entry but I know if I did not say it out I will be more suffer. My intention is to speak out the words deep inside my heart and not to insult anyone. Therefore if you feel that this entry is insulting you, you are welcome to drop me a comment of kindly leave my blog.

Can you imagine that the peoples that you trust the most will use lots of ways to prohibit you to have a relationship with someone you like. Its very pain because the time you told them about you are in a relationship, inside your heart is full with joy at that time and you trust them so you will tell them. However, what happened to me is exactly opposite what I hope. Few of my friends who are already let their parents know they are already in a relationship, guess what their parents saying, first word is congratulation. I am quite happy with them and also admire them.

When I ask for the reason for prohibit us to be together, the reasons are: I am too young, so my view is immature. This reason  accept. Second reason is the reason that make me unable to tolerate, the person I like is not pretty and also fat. If I continue with her, she will affect their reputation in front of relatives, other peoples. When this reason is heard by me, I was actually thinking, it is very unfair to judge people just by looking at the appearance. I can tell you all that she is trying very hard to tolerate with you all, now she is on diet and about the reason that says she is not pretty, we will try our best to deal with it. I forgot to tell you somethings that the appearance of a person will change over time, does that means if I find another which is very pretty or prettier than she and after sometimes when that girl become older, will you say the same words again? As you know, to find someone that has a good looking face and a kind heart is very tough. We usually can only choose either appearances or kind heart. Even if I am so lucky to find this kind of girl, she also will evaluate you also. One more reason is due to long distance love and we have not much time to get along with, but why don't you give me more time so that we can have enough time to get along with?

I also know that after I graduate then only find a girlfriend but the problem is, it is very hard to find a girlfriend at that time because normally a girl will find someone that she can depends on him in the future. Therefore, their expectation will be higher. I know this because I got some friends who are already working. Secondly, in university although there are over 11k of students and lets assume that 5k is female, and lets subtract half of the female students were in a relationship already, it means only 2.5k of female students are single and some more some are single but not available. Therefore, it is very tough also to find a girlfriend inside a university.

One more phase that hurt me a lot is: "how can you having meal with her with that kind of appearance." This phases not only hurt me but also her and her parents. Then let me ask u back the same question, if now I were in a relationship with a pretty girl but suddenly her face were cut and left a big scar on the face, does that means I will have to break-up with her and find another one again? Another phase is: "If I insist to be with her also, then get the hell out of here and go to an island where nobody knows you." When she say this kind of words I still remain silence because I think that there is no point to argue with. Another reason that I don't want to argue with you is because I respect you. What I want is talk calmly and hope you accept my reason. I know this is hard and seem impossible to achieve.

Don't you think I also want to find a gf which is pretty, kind, respect to other, can take care of other people and etc. The problem is I know that I am not qualify to match with this type of girls. I know you put high expectation on me and I am outstanding in your eyes, but I know myself very well. When I start studying in university I feel that I was like a children that is being overprotected. I cannot adapt new environment very well and can't even live independently in a short moment. Therefore in this semester, I trying hard not to go back to hometown every week and trying hard to live together with my friends. Last year when I first study in university, I was stunned and feel afraid, afraid to mix with new friends, afraid to live alone. Maybe you do not now how much effort I put in to mix well with them. The effort is very huge and until now I was thinking it is unbelievable that I success to mix well with them and become really good friends. I also see a lot of guys which is much more better than me in university, therefore I know how well am I. Inside university already have so much guys better than me, moreover in the huge society when working.

One more thing is I am not that type of guy that will put love at the top. Now, love is only the 3rd place in my heart. 1st is family, 2nd is study and friendship. I know that you worry me because I am inexperience in handing relationship but why don't you give us a chance to let us prove it to you. I know that I am immature for now but not immature till the level that will blinded by love and exclude you all. I can promise to you that I WON'T.

Maybe some of my friend after reading this post will shocked but I know some of you already know my personality. Therefore I am very happy to have friend like you all, my housemate, coursemate, LL-LZ. Thanks for being my friends.

Now I thinking of one Chinese idiom: 不经一番寒彻骨，焉得梅花扑鼻香