Holiday!

I am now having my sem break!!! Hooray

During final exam time, I was looking toward the coming sem break. However, now during sem break, I feel bored and everyday just stay at home and do nothing. When I read my friend's blog, I can feel that they are really enjoying their holiday by having a lot of activity. I really hope I can have that much activity to do instead just stayed inside my house and surf the internet.

What can I do? At home, no car for me to use, siblings need to go to school, and my motor at kampar. Wanted to go to meet friends or shopping also don't have transport. I really don't have idea to spend my holiday and it really ruined my plan as there is no TRANSPORTATION for me. T_T

I also know that even the car is available in the house, I also cannot use it as my parents do not allow me to drive alone. When I ask why, they will just say that I will cause the car to scratches or what. OMG, that means I am very dangerous when using the car?!! Fine, I will save money and buy my own car so that you won't nag me when I drive my own car.

Sometimes, I understand that they are caring me but its just make me feel like overprotected. I can feel that now I cannot make decision in confidence. I felt that I am too dependent. Although I have try hard to be independent, but I just do not have the confidence when facing problem. I will feel afraid of it and will think of how to give up. I really want to get back my confidence and to be optimistic.