Am I tired of being alone

This is the first time I am the only one stay in my kampar house. haha.

At the beginning I feel it is quite fun because the whole internet line is being use by me. After few hours, I start to feel boring, feel that want to chat with anyone else but the whole house is empty. Whatever thing I do today hard to say is complete, and also very easy to get tired and feel like giving up, mood also quite down. Is this show that I have tired of being alone? My answer is probably yes, I think that we have to interact with each other in order to cheer up our life by sharing our happiness, chit chat with friends that sort of activity.

Now the weather outside my windows is just like my mood, it is grey in colour, loss of colour, very dull. Although it is windy but it feel like the wind of lonely.

Before that I feel that we can live by ourselves but now I reject my null hypothesis and conclude that we have to interact or communicate with other people in order to cheer up our life. Our life is just like a paper with black lines and need to fill using friendship, love, and etc to make it a beautiful picture. If we lack of either one of it, our life like missing some part. Life without friends is just like living in a cell. Those who do not want to make friend or have friend is just like you got the key to get out from the cell but you don't want to use the key to get yourselves out.

My friends, thanks for being my friends and make my life colourful, thank you a lot. ^^