Can put down the mask?

Should I put down my mask? I feel like I am acting in front of many people.
I still want to join my friends go here and there even though I am sick. I did not tell them anything any my illness because I don't want they worry. In the end, I am the one who suffer all.
I can't able to sleep well for few days already due to non-stop cough in the night. It really make me suffer till wanna cry already.
I know maybe some of my friend can see I have become thinner and like weaker if compare with before CNY.
Many people will gain weight during holiday or CNY except me, I lose weight during that time. Haiz.

Another problem is the tutorial for one of my subject. How can the tutor know nothing about the assignment and just told me to consult the lecturer. One more thing is the tutor did not arrange the group for group assignment and till now I still dunno who is my group member for that subject group assignment. I am the only BT student and others are other courses. Haiz. Now I even have to do pair work by myself. I now trying to tell myself that this is to train me to work independently.

Actually I did not want to say these out but I have no choice because I really feel tired of it.

That's all I write for this entry.