Homesickness

I have go back from Kampar since Thusday.
The first time I live in Kampar till Thusday I very miss my home, my family.
That time I am sure I gt homesick already. I can remember last Sunday when I first moved in there I cry in the night, I miss my home, I can't adapt the university life.
I know many peoples will laugh at me saying me is like a baby, always need to stay in the home but I have to admit that I am like a baby.
I still remember 1st time I go for study in primary school, I cry for a whole month, I know my adapt ability is very weak and I feel I very weak, can't handle with pressure, scare to make new friends, scare many things, easy become worry and anxious.
I very admire those who can adapt to new environment very fast and won't get homesick.
Now I really don't know what should I do. I know nobody can help me except myself.
I am 19 years old already but I still like a small child always need stick with home and parents.
I know I have to be independent but I don't know how.

Health problem

Today I went to the clinic for a hepitatis B vaccine injection.
After the injection I found out that I still have to eat the medicine for increase my red blood cell numbers because I has light anaemia.
I feel that I am too weak, so easy feel dizzy and I am going to university soon and I can't join the sport club because of my condition. All I can join is non-sport type club.
I doesn't know that when my body will become strong and healthy.

let's fight hunger

Today when I surt the internet, I accidentally suft to a webpage call freerice.
At first I just think is a normal website but after I read the content in the website then I just find out that it is a website to fight the hunger, it is like a quiz, when you get 1 question correct, they will sponsor 10 grains of rice. It also means that if the more you answer correctly, the more they will sponsor. I hope many people will participating in it.
The link is http://www.freerice.com/index.php

1yr since together

Today can say is a day that is meaningful to me.
I and my girlfriend have been together for 1 year already.
Although for some people think that 1 year together is normal but for me I can say is quite special because I and my girlfriend is long distance love.
At first both of us is scare either one of us will tired of waiting for the other but we still managed to face the problem and together happily. Although sometimes we will have not the same opinion and sometimes I also got make you angry or sad. I apologize about that.
Qiqi, I love you and I hope we can be together forever. Muacks. ^^

going to UTAR soon

Just 2 more weeks then I'll be going to UTAR for further study.
The feeling is happy, excited and also worry.
Happy is I can continue study, excited is I can meet new friends and face the new course and worry is I scare of leaving home because I havent leaving home and live outside before.
But I have decided no matter how hard is my course, I will face it and will not give up.



P/S All my friends that are going for further study or working, I hope you all will not forget each other and when you do somethings don't scare or give up so easily. I miss you all

blog created

1st blog of mine.
just finish create my blog, although the template is simple but comfort to see.
I'll update my blog frequently. ^^